Russian Dolls
By the name of the title, you can guess what i have to talk about...Refelctions on the movie: Russian Dolls
I absolutly loved it. It got me thinking about this craze people continuously obsses about and run around in circles after..LOVE! if we have it or not, we're running after it, trying to keep it, pushing it away, confusing ourselves with it, confusing other feelings for love and ooooh...it is an endless maze and with my 'limited' experience..i should not be one to neither open the topics nor add to the endless contemplations...
But that is exactly the thing, love and heartbreaks are unavoidable maybe so enjoy them while they last and in the letting go..think of the russian dolls, u have to keep opening them one by one till u get to 'the one', so take ur time opening them up, take even more time playing with them and urself..
As long as our head is a mess, so will the love and we will hurt others just as other people's confusion will inflict pain on us..oui, ce'st la vie. But, my question is, why is there constant fear (especially in people in their late late twenties or in Egypt in my case) of ending up alone? That you will hit 30 all alone and think ur life with all it's acheivements will be a pathetic waste just because it went by without this significant love to notice it's significance. I do not believe it. I do not believe that with the constant flow of possibilities that our world is capable of generating everyday, that life can be a pathetic waste...we will meet so many on the way and get our hearts broken over and over again. The thing i am trying to say is i guess is, that we should give ourself the chance. The chance to love ourself...we are not perfect and neither are others, it's what imperfections we can live with that matters..
So, no conclusions reached is alright, just remember to be true to yourself , to still have the strenght and capacity to be the best of yourself with a 'heightened sensitivity to the promises of life' and a remarkebale 'gift for hope'...because, your life will not count as mistakes, whatever mistakes i make, are from where i will learn to find my russian doll..break one to reach the next one, the precious one even if it is not perfect ;)
Perhaps even more importantly: on values, pick your own..not the global, not societies, not your freinds either :P
I love you :)
(strangely said in a blog!)
I absolutly loved it. It got me thinking about this craze people continuously obsses about and run around in circles after..LOVE! if we have it or not, we're running after it, trying to keep it, pushing it away, confusing ourselves with it, confusing other feelings for love and ooooh...it is an endless maze and with my 'limited' experience..i should not be one to neither open the topics nor add to the endless contemplations...
But that is exactly the thing, love and heartbreaks are unavoidable maybe so enjoy them while they last and in the letting go..think of the russian dolls, u have to keep opening them one by one till u get to 'the one', so take ur time opening them up, take even more time playing with them and urself..
As long as our head is a mess, so will the love and we will hurt others just as other people's confusion will inflict pain on us..oui, ce'st la vie. But, my question is, why is there constant fear (especially in people in their late late twenties or in Egypt in my case) of ending up alone? That you will hit 30 all alone and think ur life with all it's acheivements will be a pathetic waste just because it went by without this significant love to notice it's significance. I do not believe it. I do not believe that with the constant flow of possibilities that our world is capable of generating everyday, that life can be a pathetic waste...we will meet so many on the way and get our hearts broken over and over again. The thing i am trying to say is i guess is, that we should give ourself the chance. The chance to love ourself...we are not perfect and neither are others, it's what imperfections we can live with that matters..
So, no conclusions reached is alright, just remember to be true to yourself , to still have the strenght and capacity to be the best of yourself with a 'heightened sensitivity to the promises of life' and a remarkebale 'gift for hope'...because, your life will not count as mistakes, whatever mistakes i make, are from where i will learn to find my russian doll..break one to reach the next one, the precious one even if it is not perfect ;)
Perhaps even more importantly: on values, pick your own..not the global, not societies, not your freinds either :P
I love you :)
(strangely said in a blog!)
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