Leave me

Thrown in the distance, i started to create my own distances. i distanced myself away from the people i thought i was closest to. i thought they were the jewels i found along my long path of days. i stood infront of them, smiled but with no interest in them...only mere politeness, their lives were no concern of me and it was sad. Sad that my heart becane cold and protected..it was not leaving itself out there again like it belonged to someone else now to take care of it..i didn't do a good job at that before..i broke it many times and now i left it with someone else while i ventured with the rest of my days. I wanted it back, i asked to have it back many times but it was a lost case for i was improsined by my happiness. The thought saddened me today.

There was always pressure to make every moment THE moment and now i'mdiscovering how letting go and relaxing things maybe the way to truely enjoy the simple and meaningful things...for learning was reflective. Give urself the time, the time to breath and think it over...


London was fresh indeed...the bustling city was cold and raining and when it rained, it washed everything away, producing a new city with puddles of the residuals. I walked and watched myself in the reflections...more was to be reflected..in due time, it must :)