The state asked
Why are you sad?
Asked, but they will never see that tear roll down, nor will you ever explain. With a thrust, you turn your head and let your eyes gaze away giving leave for your chest to heave with a surrendering sigh. The sigh gave it away and who knows for how long it lay there , heavily burdening, cruelly harboring, the words that were forever left unsaid. What's to explain.
Lessons learned at their time, with a heart not necessarily understanding, it felt the signs, read them for their meaning failing to doubt the reason..it was left to a mind, a mind too detached and too overworked to be swung back to where we live. In the clouds they called for her.
And then there was fear...the fear that drove and fell like a curtain veiling every emotion, the fear to experience. The fear to love but she loved. In her femininity, she cried for the love that was so impossible, the letting go was a daze. Can sensation be so fragile and sensitivity so high. Never did she think she can be chained by such freedom.
Yes, all parents damage their children. It was for children to later forgive. Sacrifice, is not giving up what u treasure but passing it on. And we will be reborn everyday with our yesterdays .
Asked, but they will never see that tear roll down, nor will you ever explain. With a thrust, you turn your head and let your eyes gaze away giving leave for your chest to heave with a surrendering sigh. The sigh gave it away and who knows for how long it lay there , heavily burdening, cruelly harboring, the words that were forever left unsaid. What's to explain.
Lessons learned at their time, with a heart not necessarily understanding, it felt the signs, read them for their meaning failing to doubt the reason..it was left to a mind, a mind too detached and too overworked to be swung back to where we live. In the clouds they called for her.
And then there was fear...the fear that drove and fell like a curtain veiling every emotion, the fear to experience. The fear to love but she loved. In her femininity, she cried for the love that was so impossible, the letting go was a daze. Can sensation be so fragile and sensitivity so high. Never did she think she can be chained by such freedom.
Yes, all parents damage their children. It was for children to later forgive. Sacrifice, is not giving up what u treasure but passing it on. And we will be reborn everyday with our yesterdays .
